I am a searcher... I look for answers everywhere. I look in my heart I try to find information that pertains to me all the time. A higher purpose, a longing to be free, go home, know god, understand all things.
Why is it the more of the writings I read from all philosophies, religions and the new age writings the more I come to find the more they say the less that is actually said. Its like reading transcripts from our politicians speeches. Say alot without actually saying anything at all.
Fact is they do not know. Who does actually know. Our dead ancestors? Spirits, the bible? I read the writings of old and find some peace and guidance there and clues to things but have found mostly to trust my empathy to let me know when I hear truth. Both from spirits, ascended masters and most of all the knowledge from the so called profits, teachers, gurus, here on earth. I find some things ridiculous. Yes I believe we are not alone there are many aliens and beings from other worlds here both here physically and incarnated in human form. I also believe in angels, ascended masters, and god.
How do I know well I feel the truth in it. I feel the truth, like deep down inside me as if truth is what we are made of and everything else is but a dream made of our wishes.
How is it some of these people are so matter of fact about beings and angels and then refer you to their angel oracle cards, and books, and BS seminars on how to use said products. Then speak about the golden age is upon us yeah "GOLDEN AGE" the age in which with the right line of Bull Shit will get you much Gold. Gold given over by people who are searching for answers and giving what they have to people who have no answers to give and do their best to pump people up give them a false sense of superiority, life meaning and take advantage of them. Then a year or so later when their new book or Angel card set comes out with a different view of things these poor people have to learn that line of BS or suffer not being in the now correct information.
I do have issue with certain individuals and places that teach mediumship and psychic development classes and give such matter of fact advice then to say "BUT" its different for everyone. HUH? I have been to these places and these people as for me all of a sudden I was a medium, a psychic, a healer, I did not know why or how but here we are. I needed guidance and found none really. I was pretty messed up not knowing what was going on with all this other worldly stuff I was witnessing and feeling. Well they gave me conformation and a direction on where I was headed. To hear I am undeveloped but yet gave the most detailed information they ever seen a medium give. HUH?
It seems if we allow it, we are led to the right people or the answers we seek. Let me rephrase that we are led when we let go of the emotion and great need to know the answers. Then they just seem to come.
I am not here to blow smoke up any one's ass. I am not selling books or cards or any other thing to help people advance in their spiritual journey. I am here how ever to document my journey, thoughts and experiences and what has been learned to possibly help others along the way on their road. Do I have the answers? That would be a BIG HELL NO... If anyone claims they do have the answers run as fast as you can in the other direction. Can a psychic or mediums, channels, gurus give you the answers? No they cannot tell you nothing more than you already know. If they could there would be a whole lot less mediums because they would all be retired lottery winners. So Where do we look?????
We look inside ourselves in our heart. We meet our true self for the first time, we touch that god spark that gave us all life. We look to all that is for the answers. When you know a answer feel it if there is doubt throw it out. If you can feel truth deep within you than keep it.
Tuesday, January 22, 2013
Friday, January 4, 2013
My story. A Start...
Almost get tired of telling my story but here it goes.
It started 3 years ago. I was happy or so I thought driving to the beach to surf. It was Easter week surf was good and I was excited to go get some surf. I live only 10 minutes from the beach and had a Dodge 3500 truck, board in the back.
Coming down the main road I started feeling strange sick, dizzy, just not right. I veered off on a side road. Stopped for a stop sign feeling like I really needed a hospital. I took off from the stop sign and that was it...
Everything went black. Last thing I remember was waking to the sound of a paramedic saying his blood pressure is 60 over 40 and he's coming back. I ended up going off the road shearing off a power pole and coming to a stop in a big oak tree 100 or so feet from the stop sign. Pretty frightening I died... For no reason I was healthy in decent shape surfed everyday, ate well, no bad habits I just up and died. Doctors still do not know why??? I did not get a scratch in the accident.
This was the start of where I am now. A intervention of sorts. I went to doctor after doctor to try to figure out what went wrong with me. To no avail. I started having major anxiety issues, started to have panic attacks, could no longer be around crowds of people, stores no way. Sitting in traffic was a issue. I felt as if I was going out of my mind. All these crazy feelings and strange visions and seeing things that were not there feeling pains when I am not hurt. I was a mess had no idea what was going on. I had always been a take charge fearless person and now I was reduced to cowering under a table in fear of everything. Doom was ever present.
I had been having Achilles tendon issues in my right foot and went in to see my Osteopathic doctor and told him what had been going on.
My doctor asked me a bunch of questions and said I am empathic. Empathic what is that. Well as it turns out empathy is a recognized thing where people can feel what others are feeling. Everyone is empathic to some degree but some much more than others. I am so sensitive to other people I not only feel their feelings but their physical ailments as well. My doctor said I should go talk with a medium because this is out of the realm of understanding for medical doctors even though they are acknowledging empathy they do not know how to treat it.
So off to Cassadaga I went to speak with a medium or 2. I spoke to mediums and started doing classes to help me gain control. While doing these classes I started finding out I was much different now verses the me before I died. I learned I am a medium. Crazy huh? That some of the things I feel are not all from living people. Humm.... REALLY? Yeah Really. I started exploring this and started to gain a understanding and semblance of control on these gifts as it goes much deeper than just speaking to spirits which I will go into detail much more in other threads.
So here I am on my way to a whole new world of crazy possibilities. Coming from being a professional charter boat captain/ surfboard manufacturer to the world of spirit.
About the Empathy.
I highly recommend the website. http://empathzone.com/
There is a wealth of information on there. Read the free Ebook on there. There is also a test of questions to clue you in on what you are and how to deal with what is happening.
If you find yourself at times, feeling sick around a sick person, getting anxious in a store or crowd, or unable to deal with emotional people. Give that site a look it will help and make sense to you.
Peace and light,
Ron
More to come... It seems those now that find me, and approach me now need to hear certain things I have learned. I have strangers open up to me now a days tell me their whole story and ask my thoughts. It is pretty amazing really. So if you are reading this maybe it has something for you tell us your experiences.
It started 3 years ago. I was happy or so I thought driving to the beach to surf. It was Easter week surf was good and I was excited to go get some surf. I live only 10 minutes from the beach and had a Dodge 3500 truck, board in the back.
Coming down the main road I started feeling strange sick, dizzy, just not right. I veered off on a side road. Stopped for a stop sign feeling like I really needed a hospital. I took off from the stop sign and that was it...
Everything went black. Last thing I remember was waking to the sound of a paramedic saying his blood pressure is 60 over 40 and he's coming back. I ended up going off the road shearing off a power pole and coming to a stop in a big oak tree 100 or so feet from the stop sign. Pretty frightening I died... For no reason I was healthy in decent shape surfed everyday, ate well, no bad habits I just up and died. Doctors still do not know why??? I did not get a scratch in the accident.
This was the start of where I am now. A intervention of sorts. I went to doctor after doctor to try to figure out what went wrong with me. To no avail. I started having major anxiety issues, started to have panic attacks, could no longer be around crowds of people, stores no way. Sitting in traffic was a issue. I felt as if I was going out of my mind. All these crazy feelings and strange visions and seeing things that were not there feeling pains when I am not hurt. I was a mess had no idea what was going on. I had always been a take charge fearless person and now I was reduced to cowering under a table in fear of everything. Doom was ever present.
I had been having Achilles tendon issues in my right foot and went in to see my Osteopathic doctor and told him what had been going on.
My doctor asked me a bunch of questions and said I am empathic. Empathic what is that. Well as it turns out empathy is a recognized thing where people can feel what others are feeling. Everyone is empathic to some degree but some much more than others. I am so sensitive to other people I not only feel their feelings but their physical ailments as well. My doctor said I should go talk with a medium because this is out of the realm of understanding for medical doctors even though they are acknowledging empathy they do not know how to treat it.
So off to Cassadaga I went to speak with a medium or 2. I spoke to mediums and started doing classes to help me gain control. While doing these classes I started finding out I was much different now verses the me before I died. I learned I am a medium. Crazy huh? That some of the things I feel are not all from living people. Humm.... REALLY? Yeah Really. I started exploring this and started to gain a understanding and semblance of control on these gifts as it goes much deeper than just speaking to spirits which I will go into detail much more in other threads.
So here I am on my way to a whole new world of crazy possibilities. Coming from being a professional charter boat captain/ surfboard manufacturer to the world of spirit.
About the Empathy.
I highly recommend the website. http://empathzone.com/
There is a wealth of information on there. Read the free Ebook on there. There is also a test of questions to clue you in on what you are and how to deal with what is happening.
If you find yourself at times, feeling sick around a sick person, getting anxious in a store or crowd, or unable to deal with emotional people. Give that site a look it will help and make sense to you.
Peace and light,
Ron
More to come... It seems those now that find me, and approach me now need to hear certain things I have learned. I have strangers open up to me now a days tell me their whole story and ask my thoughts. It is pretty amazing really. So if you are reading this maybe it has something for you tell us your experiences.
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