Friday, January 4, 2013

My story. A Start...

Almost get tired of telling my story but here it goes.

It started 3 years ago. I was happy or so I thought driving to the beach to surf. It was Easter week surf was good and I was excited to go get some surf. I live only 10 minutes from the beach and had a Dodge 3500 truck, board in the back.

Coming down the main road I started feeling strange sick, dizzy, just not right. I veered off on a side road. Stopped for a stop sign feeling like I really needed a hospital. I took off from the stop sign and that was it...

Everything went black. Last thing I remember was waking to the sound of a paramedic saying his blood pressure is 60 over 40 and he's coming back. I ended up going off the road shearing off a power pole and coming to a stop in a big oak tree 100 or so feet from the stop sign. Pretty frightening I died... For no reason I was healthy in decent shape surfed everyday, ate well, no bad habits I just up and died. Doctors still do not know why??? I did not get a scratch in the accident.

This was the start of where I am now. A intervention of sorts. I went to doctor after doctor to try to figure out what went wrong with me. To no avail. I started having major anxiety issues, started to have panic attacks, could no longer be around crowds of people, stores no way. Sitting in traffic was a issue. I felt as if I was going out of my mind. All these crazy feelings and strange visions and seeing things that were not there feeling pains when I am not hurt. I was a mess had no idea what was going on. I had always been a take charge fearless person and now I was reduced to cowering under a table in fear of everything. Doom was ever present.
I had been having Achilles tendon issues in my right foot and went in to see my Osteopathic doctor and told him what had been going on.

 My doctor asked me a bunch of questions and said I am empathic. Empathic what is that. Well as it turns out empathy is a recognized thing where people can feel what others are feeling. Everyone is empathic to some degree but some much more than others. I am so sensitive to other people I not only feel their feelings but their physical ailments as well. My doctor said I should go talk with a medium because this is out of the realm of understanding for medical doctors even though they are acknowledging empathy they do not know how to treat it.  

So off to Cassadaga I went to speak with a medium or 2. I spoke to mediums and started doing classes to help me gain control. While doing these classes I started finding out I was much different now verses the me before I died. I learned I am a medium. Crazy huh? That some of the things I feel are not all from living people. Humm.... REALLY? Yeah Really. I started exploring this and started to gain a understanding and semblance of control on these gifts as it goes much deeper than just speaking to spirits which I will go into detail much more in other threads.

So here I am on my way to a whole new world of crazy possibilities. Coming from being a professional charter boat captain/ surfboard manufacturer to the world of spirit.

About the Empathy.
 I highly recommend the website. http://empathzone.com/
There is a wealth of information on there. Read the free Ebook on there. There is also a test of questions to clue you in on what you are and how to deal with what is happening.
If you find yourself at times, feeling sick around a sick person, getting anxious in a store or crowd, or unable to deal with emotional people. Give that site a look it will help and make sense to you.

Peace and light,
Ron

More to come... It seems those now that find me, and approach me now need to hear certain things I have learned. I have strangers open up to me now a days tell me their whole story and ask my thoughts. It is pretty amazing really. So if you are reading this maybe it has something for you tell us your experiences. 


   

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